okay so my mb crew is AMAZING!

amusing moments:
the talking spaceman
the bottle of soda and mixed candies
debs random interpretation of britney
sticking objects to foreheads
deb falling
the cookie in the bathroom
trying to do pullups in the bathroom
me and ellen being unusually weird
the crane and the candy
the rings

so much more but im tired

it was fun and i love you guys SO much

Yesterday was good...chilled at Gymboree w. deb and mi madre. Then went swimming at debbies then she came over...watched some retardedly amazingly funny movies, showed her google earth, drank some good stuff and went to sleep-lol. Today was boring but nice...chilled in my house. So tomorrow I have the rehearsal dinner for the wedding, then Lauras grad par-tayy, then MB bowlingg!! Sunday is the wedding and then im going to Long Island for about a week. Im looking foward to going out there definitely, but idk, staying a whole week when i hafta leave here in 3 is kinda not so cool. but ill have fun im sure..then sues coming back here friday! then i have jen and er's 18th partayyy! hehe ive got a week planned out...

ps i really need to stop. but i wont

okay so deb and jon using these things make me realize maybe i want to use it again-haha. im sure ill write 3 entires and take another 3 month break but w/e.

lol i def just played around w. surveys for like 3 hours and forogt this was open!

bedtimeee

DISNEY TOMORROWWW! ahhhhh!!! not tired yet! found debbie's survey...decided to try it-lol.

• Basics
• Your gender: female
• Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight
• Single?: ummm?
• If not, do you want to be?: ?
• Birthdate: October 15,1987
• Your age: 17 
• Age you act:   17
• Age you wish you were: 17 (for lack of a better number)
• Your height: 5'3"
• Eye color: brown
• Happy with it?: why not? lol
• Hair color: Dark brown w. red highlights
• Happy with it?: Sure, why not?
• Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Righty
• Your living arrangement: i live with my parents, my guinea pig and my bird!
• Your family: Mom, Dad, Mema, Papa, Aunt Carrie and Mary, how far am i supposed to go with this??
• Have any pets?: Patches and Zachy 
• What's your job?: i coach gymnastics?
• Piercings?: ears
• Tattoos?: Nope
• Obsessions?: um...i cant think of any off the top of my head...ill let ya know
• Addictions?: Gatorade and my trampoline currently 
• Do you speak another language?: def not 
• Have a favorite quote?: Happiness is wanting what you have, not the other way around. 
• Do you have a webpage?: a xanga, a myspace, and a webshots...thats bout it 

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it

• Do you live in the moment?: usually.
• Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: usually
• Do you have any secrets?: doesnt everyone?
• Do you hate yourself?: def not
• Do you like your handwriting?:not usually
• Do you have any bad habits?: i pick the skin around my fingers and make them bleed alot-lol 
• What is the compliment you get from most people?: idk? 
• If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Gatorade and Trampolines-ha idk! 
• What's your biggest fear?: its dumb but not being able to move...like being paralyzed or being stuck somewhere 
• Can you sing?: most defintely not 
• Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: again, most definitely not 
• Are you a loner?: nope...id die w.out people 
• What are your #1 priorities in life?: family and friends 
• If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i would like to think so 
• Are you a daredevil?: no, not usually...not ever actually-lol 
• Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: some stupid stuff, but nothing serious 
• Are you passive or agressive?: depends on the time of the month-lol 
• Do you have a journal?: online ones count?
• What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strenth:im pretty emotionally stable i think, weakeness:i HATE change 
• If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: um, probably be more independent 
• Do you think you are emotionally strong?: more often than not 
• Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Yep
• Do you think life has been good so far?: Of course...cant complain in that department
• What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Time is limited and you better make the best of what you have with who you love.  

Do you think you are good looking?: thats a really odd question to ask someone-lol

Are you confident?: not really...no-lol

• What is the fictional character you are most like?: um...mickey? i just have disney on the brain-haha

Are you perceived wrongly?: probably by some

Do You...

• Smoke?: God no.
• Do drugs?: negative.
• Read the newspaper?: comice and high school sports
• Pray?: nope
• Go to church?: nope.
• Talk to strangers who IM you?: sometimes
• Sleep with stuffed animals?: my good ol teddy! 
• Take walks in the rain?: yeaaaaa
• Talk to people even though you hate them?: of course...doesnt everyone? lol
• Drive?: hell yes
• Like to drive fast?: not particularly fast, faster than the speed limit? yes...lol

Would or Have You Ever?

• Liked your voice?: no, and no1 else would either-haha 
• Hurt yourself?: yeah...like broke a bone yea...not like purposely hurt myself
• Been out of the country?: nopeee
• Eaten something that made other people sick?: probably
• Been in love?: no
• Done drugs?: no
• Gone skinny dipping?: no
• Had a medical emergency?: broken elbow, seizure when i was like 6? nothing really though 
• Had surgery?: tonsils count?
• Ran away from home?: never!!
• Played strip poker?: no
• Gotten beaten up?: nopee
• Beaten someone up?: no-lol.
• Been picked on?: probably when i was little
• Been on stage?: yep
• Slept outdoors?: on my porch yea-lol some girlscout campout thing too actually-that sucked alot
• Thought about suicide?: no
• Pulled an all nighter?: yea!
• If yes, what is your record?: 743...lol never got to 8
• Gone one day without food?: yea...once and i def passed out from it-lol
• Talked on the phone all night?: def not
• Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: when i was like 6 and we went on vaca. with out friends...not recently-lol 
• Slept all day?: when im sick probably 
• Killed someone?: um no!?.
• Made out with a stranger?: No.
• Had sex with a stranger?: no
• Thought you're going crazy?: haha yea 
• Kissed the same sex?: my family and stuff
• Done anything sexual with the same sex?: negative
• Been betrayed?: not really...no
• Had a dream that came true?: nope
• Broken the law?: i speed-lol
• Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: omg yea, i hit a squirrel and cried for like an hour
• On purpose?: holy shit no
• Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yeah
• Stolen anything?: not that i remember
• Been on radio/tv?: local news stuff for marchingband/gymastics...nothing exciting though-lol
• Been in a mosh-pit?: def not...goes back to that not being able to move thing 
• Had a nervous breakdown?: pretty close, yea
• Bungee jumped?: no
• Had a dream that kept coming back?: i NEVER remember my dreams...EVER
• Beliefs
• Belive in life on other planets?: i think so yea
• Miracles?: maybe? yea probably actually
• Astrology?: not for me...but maybe for other people
• Magic?: depends on ur def of magic... 
• God?: questioning...
• Satan?: again, questioning...
• Santa?: obviously!!!
• Ghosts?: never did till psych last year...now im curious-lol 
• Luck?: kinda.
• Love at first sight?: probably no, but who knows.
• Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: um, yea kinda 
• Witches?: like Bewicthed?? and I dream of jeannie!?
• Easter bunny?: sure why not!? 
• Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: if u want it bad enough and work at it 
• Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: noegative on that one 
• Do you wish on stars?:shooting ones!!

Deep Theological Questions

• Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: probably not... 
• Do you think God has a gender?: dont know 
• Do you believe in organized religion?: dont kill me okay? but no i dont 
• Where do you think we go when we die?: um...i'll tell ya when i find out 

Friends

• Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: i think so, but they dont think so...so idrk-haha
• Who is your best friend?: i dont do the best friends thing 
• Who's the one person that knows most about you?: probably ellen
• What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Cherish what time you have...its not guaranteed 
• Your favorite inside joke?: um, hotel towels and rechageable pens is up there...many mario moments w. the cool crew-lol 
• Thing you're picked on most about?: idkk
• Who's your longest known friend?: def Jess and Kim
• Talking to? Deb, Jen and Er on AIM 
• Newest?: my little gymnastics buddies 
• Shyest?: Probably Jess actually
• Funniest?: most definitely Debbie 
• Sweetest?: Nina is the sweetest girl alive! 
• Closest?: theres 5 friends i owe everything to
• Weirdest?: Debbie, but i love her-lol
• Smartest?: def Jess
• Ditziest?: um...Ellen-lol
• Friends you miss being close to the most?: Deb's back!! other than that, Kim...never see her anymore :( 
• Last person you talked to online?: Jen Er and Deb
• Who do you talk to most online?: Jen Er and Deb(see a trend here?)
• Who are you on the phone with most?: james...but i dont like phones-lol 
• Who do you trust most?:Er and Jen, Ellen, Debbie and Jess 
• Who listens to your problems?: ^all the above 
• Who do you fight most with?: if i fought w. people i dont think id stay friends w. them too long-lol
• Who's the nicest?: i love them all 
• Who's the most outgoing?: Debbie...Jen and Er are too 
• Who's the best singer?: Deb!
• Who's on your shit-list?: Tayra-lol isnt she on everyones?
• Who's your second family?: jen and er 
• Do you always feel understood?: actually, i usually do...me and jess are freaky like that
• Who's the loudest friend?: debbie
• Do you trust others easily?: takes me a little bit, but yea
• Who's house were you last at?: Jess
• Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: my mom and dad-most definitely 
• Do your friends know you?: certainly 
• Friend that lives farthest away: Laura? 

Love and All That

• Do you consider love a mistake?: no
• What do you find romantic?: people who put thought into every day stuff... 
• Turn-on?: 6 pack, nice eyes and hair
• Turn-off?: SMOKERS and guys who bathe in cologne 
• First kiss?: yea
• Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:obviously
• Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: call me old fashioned but thats his job-lol 
• Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: no...how shallow is that?
• Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: idk...james did-lol 
• What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: when they lie about stupid shit? 
• What's the last present someone gave you?: a hug! 
• Are you in love?: nope

Who Was the Last Person...

• That haunted you?: idk...i dont have enough patience for these stupid things 
• You wanted to kill?: i generally dont try to kill people-lol 
• That you laughed at?: my dad...lol
• That laughed at you?: my mom and dad when i tripped...i laughed too-lol 
• That turned you on?:  kevins 6 pack!?! 
• You went shopping with?: mi madre for disneyyy...james ellen and don before that 
• That broke your heart?: heh
• To disappoint you?: i hate being blunt
• To ask you out?: haha...funny you should ask.... 
• To make you cry?: talia at gymnastics
• To brighten up your day?: Debbie...Jen and Er...jess
• That you thought about?: deb jen and er bc im talking to them...
• You talked to on the phone?: mema! 
• You talked to through IM/ICQ?: ER JEN AND DEBBIE...no more same questions-lol 
• You saw?: uh...Jess when we walked out to our cars in the pit
• You lost?: ?

ic ant do any more of this-lol

i deleted the rest...haha

FOUR DAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!

that's all